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Sunday, March 04, 2007

Sun, 04 Mar 2007 07:44:06 GMT

Where were you when God died?
Me, I was across the street looking on
As the cops approached his car with guns drawn
I wished he had actually had a gun
So he at least could've fought back,
Where was I when god died?
I was at his side while we made war in the hood
Once separated, I ran left, he ran right,
As the shots rang off he cried
When god died...
I was holding her honey colored
Seven year old hand in the hospital
As she lied B4 me beaten & raped
I'll never forget those eyes,
Those young but no longer innocent eyes locked on me
As god was dying...
I was at home watching a documentary
On the African AIDS epidemic
And all his nurse could do to comfort him
Was to place a cool damp towel on his forehead
With his last breath he looked up
To whisper " Thank you"
As god passed away...
I was screaming "Leave him alone!!!"
From my prison cell
As the Aryan Nation skinheads stomped the life out of him
And the guards didn’t move, they were to petrified to help
While god died...
Bleeding to death in my arms
Because James Earl Ray decided
That he didn’t want him leading us anymore
So god died...
Thousands of miles away from home
Fighting for a nation that regards him as a problem
Ironic, the bravest men they had, labeled as a nuisance
I saw god die...
Stalking the jungles of our homeland
As we walked side by side vainly attempting
To protect our families from imperialism's encroachment
Only able to match our enemies firepower
With the fire burning in our hearts
Whiched still burned on
After God died...
I rock back 'n' forth slowly on my knees crying
For I had helped him bear his cross
Up the hill of Golgotha, when he could no longer
Being a god myself I felt his pain
But being the true God he may have died
But he didn’t experience death
Which is the destiny of all of God's gods
As long as your heart is true...
So is God dead, no, but does he die? yes
Everyday, but to him dying is merely a transition
And knowing this gives me what I need to continue on
For I know God is with me & in me
And when it comes time 4 this god to die
I know I shall live on...

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 05:30:20 GMT

Yoo, long time no xanga!?
Hah...Theres so much that needs to be updated on my life.. A LOT. I'll do that later..

but I also had random thoughts about Christmas and this holiday season..I know everyone’s excited with this holiday season officially in session and all. I’ll admit that I’m tremendously excited too . But, i've been ind of bothered but some things..and how people are either forgetting or just dont know the true significance to why we’re really celebrating. It’s awful enough to take any individual who’s done so much for you for granted, but to take Jesus for granted is heartbreaking. Just take the time to remember.. He’s the main reason for CHRISTmas, and the main reason to our holiday season. Let’s welcome him as Christ and allow his rebirth truly shine because after all, He is the true meaning. Never allow anyone take him away. Feel me?

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 00:30:26 GMT

Today is someone's birthday. Happy Birthday to my mom! =]=]

Aye! Peep this riiiigh hurr yo

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 01:12:10 GMT

Dude, today something funny happened. My brother came home from school and noticed tehre was only one turtle and two fishes in the turtle bowl we have. It's crazy, cause we own two. So, my sibs and I were like WTH!? Where could it have gone.?? We started to look everywhere. We called our parents and asked them weird questions like: "Did you take one of the turtles to work?" and they'd reply like "of course we didnt.. wth?" So we just kept looking....Up until I finally found that sneaky punk. The dude was chillin on top of the Capodimonte!(those porcellane rose decoration things) It was sitting there at the top of it in the spotlight of the sun! Lol. Hah, random huh.=]

Friday, January 06, 2006

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 00:06:58 GMT

HACKED. how did i know? lol.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIENE PRUDENTE!

-rebel.

Monday, January 02, 2006

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 20:41:33 GMT

LOVE

I think that love is the most beautiful
Thing in the world
And I don’t give a fuck.
‘Cuz I have no original ideas.
to get women to fall in love with me
Women who hear this
Fall in love with me !

‘Cuz that’s what it comes down to. Life or death

I’ve seen a man
Jack off to a Gap window display
So don’t tell me love isn’t important.
But, love isn’t that easy
In fact, love is
the bane of my existance
The reason why I hate
Valentine's Day and Halloween, Which is about ghosts
and I think you know where
I'm going here.
I'm going to the land
And Maybe
I've only got 3 ghosts
in this land
But that doesn't mean they don't bring their friends,
'Cuz girls rarely travel alone
in this land
Lydia is from this land.

I used to kiss her while listening to
The Cure's just like heaven

Now that song makes me sad.

Why must we associate music
With our love lives?
I'm not trying to be prodound here,
I'm just saying that music takes me back

And I can't explain the memory
Process involved in that,
Beacause I was not a psychology major
And maybe my problem
With picking up colege age women
has to do with me always asking
"Yo' shorty, what's your major?"

Maybe I shouldn't think of women
in terms of picking up them up
and maybe I should open up my
sensitive side
but raelly the sensitive side sucks
I've been there
you can only imagine
the kidns of sweaters they make you wear.
It's not fair. Love is not fair
And war is not fair
I don't care what anybody has to say about that.
I feel unloved.

- Beau Sia

Sport Wifebeaer: the unspoken truth
Yeah. real shit

Friday, December 30, 2005

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 06:39:51 GMT

Random stuff

Mark Gonzalesss: dude..
Mark Gonzalesss: girls are indecisive like..
Mark Gonzalesss: you have to find that one girl..
Mark Gonzalesss: who thinks like we do..
Mark Gonzalesss: and would be willing to sacrifice..
Mark Gonzalesss: as much as we would..
Mark Gonzalesss: i feel that we think alike..not similar..but alike
Mark Gonzalesss: and i can refer things to you as i would for myself..
Mark Gonzalesss: would you feel the same way?

Fosho mahneez. I peel

Monday, December 19, 2005

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 07:41:51 GMT

I need ___________....

Alot of things. Ex:

Monday, December 05, 2005

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 07:32:58 GMT

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What is going on.

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 02:19:09 GMT

Everything's not okay. But I'm okay. You get me? Most of the time that is